Deep pain in my heart

Stil..there are more and more things that stay hidden from me..discover it slowly make it really pain for me...i dont know what actually happen in your past, but i really hope no secret between us. I say it before that i wont care bout the past..no matter what happen previously in your life, it had already became history, no point to mention it again..the most important thing is to appreciate what we have now...

I cant feel my heart anymore..it had become numb:( start from 2 days ago, when he start sms-ing with you..i know you dont want me to discover it, but stil accidentally i saw it..all these make me think of the picture that i not suppose to see that accidentally discovered by me few days ago..i know it is hard to forget about the last relationship. Yeah! i admit i am selfish! i just want me alone in your heart, but why? if you really love someone, then you really need to be selfish sometimes!

I really dont like the feeling when you wanna tell me something but you cant tell it out...i know you want to be honest with me, but sometimes, better dont say out a word! It really hurts! the worst is when i keep guessing before i know the truth..my heart not as strong as you think..:(

Ice Breaking trip

Yeah.few weeks ago, watersports club >>club owned by our ONG CHUN YAO(wsc curent president) organized an ice breaking trip to Pedas Hot Spring that located near negeri 9. Although got some problems occur during the preparation of that trip, but stil, it can be conclude as a success because everyone enjoy themselves very much. Me and my love also join the trip as hicom. but the sad thing was, ling cant join us to have fun that day due to some circumstances>>women problem larh..you know..But stil, she manage to join us in one of the ice breaking game we played. WARNING!!! the hot spring really hot!!i think the temperature of the water really can make a raw egg cook !! At first i dont even dare to step inside the water, but i have no choice..those people keep on forcing me and pulling me in to the water..at last, i ended up shouting and jumping in the water, and my balls almost cook!! that was only for a few second but the boiling water of the spring had make such big impact to me..

During the trip, our mister fatty, also know as KEVIN TAN lost his spec..but he already have a new one with him now..the new one looks better for him.. thanks to the person who stole the first aid kit ..haha..he keep his spec inside the emergency box...please learn a bit lesson from this ya..don ever keep any valuable things inside a rubbish box. Because "the most dangerous place is the most safety place" cant be relied on anymore..nowadays human mind changed a lot...remember this!
Here are some pic from that trip..will upload more soon..


yeah..all of our hicom..anyone notice a hole on kevin's pants?
pussy president and his monster commitee
lol
4 flowers of wsc
sexy kevin
our wein yi and chun yao baby
me and ling
ah liang and his su ann
my housemate>clement and kevin tan
zhen tao
get bored while inside the bus

LUNCH AT SUSHI KING!!

2 weeks ago,me and my dear wife actually planning to go buy some stuff for the booth decoration,but we ended up at sushi king...wtf right?? actually that day i not so comfortable with my aching stomach, but once i see my dear wife cute face, my stomach suddenly feel super duper hungry...then she says she wants to eat her UNAGI!!!yucks..i don like that piece of shit..it taste like smelly chicken feet..i stil prefer my fried salmon...wakkaka!!!! although with bad stomach, we stil ended up eating quite a lot of sushi which cost us RM80+.....


me and ling

ling and don know what stupid ice cream:P





she eat so much!!

stil not enough?

you see...she fat till got double chin..haha


ling favourite unagi set..

muah muah...:P

lifeless guy?not anymore...

Seems that minsheng already took the first step to begin his meaningful and memorable life.No more lifeless lifestyle ..no more wasting of time ..he seems like very sure what he wants and what he is born to be..everything starts 65 days ago when he found a person that already become the most important one in his life today...